I am so tired right now. I never went to sleep last night. I used my CPAP, there was so much on my mind I couldn't sleep. I don't know what to do. I have changed this part of this post about ten times because of what I am writing. And that is bologna. This is my blog and I should be able to write what I want to--what I feel without being afraid of how it will sound. Pretty much has never stopped me before but this is a bit different.
I am so tired. I am sorry. I don't mean to complain. I love my family and am blessed to have them but I can't take all the noise and chaos around here. I need some peace and quiet. Desperately!
Olivia just got back home from her other grandmother's. She is laughing and playing with the other 2.
I am going to get a shower and go to bed shortly. I know that it is early, but I am exhausted. I need to sleep in the worst way. Have to work tomorrow. There is so much I need to do.
I just need a vacation I think. Somewhere far, far away from all the chaos.
I am sorry.
This stands as it is.
I do love y'all.
To be continued...........