Saturday, March 17, 2012

difficult time

It has been a rough evening. I can't even tell you why because I am not sure myself. One thing I do know is I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. I know that wouldn't do any good to do that, but it is what I want to do. If I do it, I might scare Megan and Chris so I won't because it is almost midnight. Maybe it is because I didn't watch the CATS play tonight. I know, I should be ashamed I guess, but I just wasn't in the mood to watch. I did find a PBS special on featuring Celtic Woman in concert. I love their voices. Wonderful, angelic music. I hope they come to SKyPac sometime!  Maybe it is because of all the caffeine I have had today. Maybe it is because I don't exactly feel well, have had a few of those weak spells again. I had thought it was because of low blood sugar but today it happened while I was in Kroger and I had just had breakfast. Those spells really drain me. And I had not had all the coffee at that time.

It could also be because today I got a new coffee maker. I don't know if I needed it or not, but everyday I make a half to a whole pot of coffee and I am the only one who drinks it. So I got this pot that makes a cup at a time. It came with a little filter that I can use my own coffee and not the "K-Cups" that cost a zillion dollars. I can use regular old coffee. I will have to figure out the exact right amount though! The recommended amount makes it quite a bit stronger than I like. I did try it out today, I used 2 of the cups that came with it and one of my own, which I liked a lot better. I also made my own version of  sweet creamer. Didn't have to use any artificial sweetener with it. It was one 14 oz can sweetened condensed milk, 7 oz half and half and 7oz 2% milk. It was wonderful. I got the idea off Pinterest, which also calls for vanilla, but I don't care for flavored coffee.

The CATS won tonight so they are sweet 16 bound. I think their next game is in Atlanta. They will play Indiana. Indiana was the first (and one of only two teams) to beat the CATS this year. It will be an interesting rematch on neutral ground no less. We will have to wait and see. My manager is from Indiana so she has been for any team UK plays. The next game will tell. I do believe U of L won tonight as well. That makes at least 2 KY teams left in competition.

I am cooking my ribs tonight, I hope they are almost done. I will put them in the oven in the morning to finish their cooking with BBQ sauce. I hope they are good, I usually make pretty decent ribs. I have a loaf of bread ready to be finished by 4am, then I will put on the second loaf. Plan to make a pie, but unsure if  I will do that. Potatoes are cooked and cooling for the potato salad. I enjoy our dinners after Sunday service. I guess this is all for tonight. Writing helps.
Psalm 51:10-13 "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee."
I love all y'all.
To be continued..............

1 comment:

  1. Some days are just more difficult than others. I have had that same, "Wanna Scream" feeling at times. Not for any particular reason, but just because nothing seems right. Hope tomorrow is better for you.
    Sounds like you have been quite busy, maybe you need to slow down a bit. And if those weak spells continue...have them checked out!