I will remember when for both of us. One year ago today I had high hopes of bringing you home. I wanted to. You smiled at me like you had not just spent the last 3 months the way you did. You had such a great day. I will never forget it. No sedation, very awake and to yourself. We sat together and held hands. The ventilator support was the lowest it had been on. I thought we had turned a corner. I did not know that in just over 48 hours from then you would go 'home' by yourself for a while. Some day I will join you. I miss you and I will love you forever.