Just me, Myra: Rainy start!

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Rainy start!

Woke this morning to a much nicer day except for the rain. The temps are much more bearable! I love this kind of temp. Wish it was this way all the time. I think in my old age I am a bit spoiled to the AC. When I was growing up, I didn't know much about AC, we only had a couple of fans and we did just fine. When I got out on my own, I discovered central air. What a joy! And now I can't take the heat haha.

Sometimes I write what is on my mind at the time. Well, not sometimes. All of the time. If you read this blog regularly, you know this. Sometimes what I say may be blunt and on point to something in someone's life. What I write isn't directed at anyone at all ever. If I have something to say to anyone, I say it to them. I write what I feel. Period. I don't mean to hurt anyone'e feelings ever by what I write, so if I have ever hurt your feelings reading this, I really sincerely apologize! I just write what my heart tells me. That is all I have ever written.

I am still having a difficult time missing Rick. I read somewhere yesterday about someone else who lost a husband 3 years ago. She is feeling the same way. There is another person at work in a different department who lost her husband suddenly. It has been almost 2 years for her. She hurts. And another just this past year and Aunt Bonita this past February. It seems sometimes it is almost more than we can bear. So I write. I say whatever comes to my mind. When it is about him, it helps. Sometimes it is just rambling. It helps too. Just to have a place to write what you feel helps. Try it!